oh hi there.

* lost count.

i can't blog anymore,

its saddening.

its tireing.

fifth day without homework.

*123 days until grad.
Hmm.
monster hammer?
yeah.
Northview in a bit,
so excited.





not really.

fourth day without homework.

*124 days until grad trip.
eating cake and :P


I might have arthritis, and compulsive lying.
I swear.
I can't understand what I want anymore.
I like Christian, and he really likes me.
and everyone tells me just to date him already.






and I've lost trust in too many. 

third day without homework.

If only I could keep this up for the rest of the year.

oh,my. *shudders*
kayso.
My ex-boyfriend is going to the Friday night dance at Northview.
I really hate the fag.

on the brighter side,

my life sucks.

majorly...

Tuesday morning after.

Just got back from one of the crappiest days at school.

I fell asleep several times in French, English and Geo. 

I guess this is how my body tells me waking up at 6 am every morning has taken its toll.

I don't know who i'm talking to.

I'm talking to the Internet?

This is sort of weird.

Anyway.

I applied for  a babysitting job in South Oshawa. . . 

I hate children.

Then why do you do this? You ask.

Money, it's all about the money. 

Oh my, I feel sick.

As you can probably tell,

I have no life.

but honestly, 

I'm not the only one that does this kind of stuff. 

Chocolate.

chocolate.

chocolate.

chocolate?

Today is my birthday,

I woke up watching Sponge Bob and such.

Then Facebook decided to send my 42 freaking notifications.

But it's okay cause they're all posts saying ''Happy Birthday!''

I think I'm going to take a break from being creative for a while, it's making crazy.

My house seems to smell like soup and music.

nothing to do on thanksgiving in my house.

:P

really nothing, 

except to blog. 

10/10/10. For those who live.

Tomorrow is my birthday. 

:) I'll be 13.

Having my birthday on Thanksgiving isn't always a good thing,

especially if it's on a Monday. 

I have to wait for next week for my birthday party,

yet I'm only having 2 people over. 

 I hate the fact that I lost my best friend and (ex) boyfriend just a few weeks ago.

Now i know none of it was worth it,.

I should've known it would be the same the second time.

Some people change, and some don't.

I'm supposed to be happy, right?

I mean I have a line of guys chasing after me. 

But not the one I thought I knew and loved.

now everyone's ''offline''.

Now, you'll learn all I have is my music, 

my friends don't understand.

i have my now-broken ipod.

and my not-yet-activated blackberry. 

Have you ever looked at the world through a mirror?

I have.

And it's not very pretty,

I mean, after the day is over, 

after everyone leaves, 

the party dies and so will I.

We're just who we want to be,

yet we criticize ourselves more than others.